I hear you with the stamina. I just got over my second bout of a wonderful J-H reaction to my second round of doxy that continues onward. I was pulling open the bag in a box of cereal this morning. It revealed yet another thing that is different. I used to have unusually strong hand strength. But my fingers just are not what they used to be.

My wife refreshed my memory of a bout three conversations we had recently that I had absolutely no memory of, something else that has never been the case unless I was intentionally not listening ;-).

And sleep is just not coming in large enough doses – ever.

So do I have early symptoms of chronic Lyme? These as well as my NK cell count test which just came back last week say yes. It was a whopping 18. Twenty is apparently dangerously low. Some research indicates that this is an effect of long-term Lyme infections.

I am also worried about possible Epstein Barr since my spleen and liver are enlarged and uncomfortable since the Lyme reactivated the momo I had when I was a kid.

Basically my body is a total wreck. I guess bacteria have been around longer than humans so it’s no wonder why our bodies have a tought time fighting them. They just adapt better.

So onward we go right?!